I don't know quite where to start with this blog... Today I feel pretty down in the dumps. I don't want to say anything that will give away too much information right now because who knows who reads this blog!! There has been something going on that has been affecting my life now for a couple of months. It is something that I hope will resolve, but fear that it will only become more an more bothersome. I need so much prayer right now, and I need wisdom on what to do. I know God hears my prayers...I know He is always there...I know that I know that I KNOW He is the answer to all of this, but it is so complicated and deeply hurtful to me. I think that I have been so thrown off by all of this that I honestly have not gone to Him in a while. I feel bitter and scared. First of all, if you are reading this and are starting to get worried about me, don't. There is nothing putting me in danger or anything like that. I wish I could throw it all out there and get it off of my chest in WORDS, but it would not be good out of respect for someone else. I cannot put it on here for all of the world to see...not yet. So, if you are a believer and are reading this, please pray for me. Pray for wisdom and knowledge of what to do. I wonder why God is putting me through this? I know that someday, maybe a long time from now, but someday I will know why He has. He does everything for a reason. Maybe it is to strengthen my own faith.
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