Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Need Washing?


A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in 'Mom let's run through the rain,' she said. 'What?' Mom asked. 'Lets run through the rain!' She repeated 'No,honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit,' Mom replied. This young child waited about another minute and repeated: 'Mom, let's run through the rain,' 'We'll get soaked if we do,' Mom said. 'No, we won't, Mom.. That's not what you said this morning,' the young girl said as she tugged at her Mom's arm. 'This morning? When did I say we could run through the rain and not get wet?' 'Don't you remember? When you were talking to Daddy about his cancer, you said, 'If God can get us through this, he can get us through anything!' The entire crowdstopped dead silent. I swear you couldn't hear anything but the rain. We all stood silently. No one came or left in the next few minutes. Mom paused and thought for a moment about what she would say. Now some would laugh it off and scold her for being silly. Some might even ignore what was said. But this was a moment of affirmation in a young child's life. A time when innocenttrust can be nurtured so that it will bloom into faith. 'Honey, you are absolutely right. Let's run through the rain. If GOD let's us get wet, well maybe we just needed washing,' Mom said. Then off they ran. We all stood watching, smiling and laughing as they darted past the cars and yes, through the puddles. They held their shopping bags over their heads justin case. They got soaked. But they were followed by a few who screamed and laughed like children all the way to their cars. And yes, I did. I ran. I got wet. I needed washing. Circumstances or people can take away your material possessions, they can take away your money, and they can take away your health. But no one can ever take away your precious memories...So, don't forget to make time and take the opportunities to make memories everyday. To everything there is a season and a time to every purpose under heaven. I HOPE YOU STILL TAKE THE TIME TO RUN THROUGH THE RAIN.

Monday, July 28, 2008

Complications...


I don't know quite where to start with this blog... Today I feel pretty down in the dumps. I don't want to say anything that will give away too much information right now because who knows who reads this blog!! There has been something going on that has been affecting my life now for a couple of months. It is something that I hope will resolve, but fear that it will only become more an more bothersome. I need so much prayer right now, and I need wisdom on what to do. I know God hears my prayers...I know He is always there...I know that I know that I KNOW He is the answer to all of this, but it is so complicated and deeply hurtful to me. I think that I have been so thrown off by all of this that I honestly have not gone to Him in a while. I feel bitter and scared. First of all, if you are reading this and are starting to get worried about me, don't. There is nothing putting me in danger or anything like that. I wish I could throw it all out there and get it off of my chest in WORDS, but it would not be good out of respect for someone else. I cannot put it on here for all of the world to see...not yet. So, if you are a believer and are reading this, please pray for me. Pray for wisdom and knowledge of what to do. I wonder why God is putting me through this? I know that someday, maybe a long time from now, but someday I will know why He has. He does everything for a reason. Maybe it is to strengthen my own faith.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Dragon Boat Festival





Today we took the boys and headed off to the Colorado Dragon Boat Festival. We had never heard of this before (it has been going on for years), so we thought it would be something new and fun to do! It was so cool. There were thousands of people walking around with their little oriental hats on and their beautifully hand painted parasols. There were booths everywhere with little trinkets and things to buy, all having to do with the Asian culture. There was a parade with the big dragon and people walking with big flags and a large group of Buddhist monks at the end chanting. It was very interesting to watch. Lucas loved watching the big dragon go by over and over as they made their rounds. Ethan liked it too, but he was more interested in picking up sticks and rocks and throwing them. It was HOT too! I have a sunburn on my whole face and some on my chest and my back. I am not supposed to be in the sun like that...ooops. So anyways, it turned out to be a wonderful afternoon for the whole family. We bought the kids each a wooden sword and a little chinese drum like they have on the Karate Kid...you know, when he is fighting and all of the people get out their little drums? Those kind. On our way back to our car, we met the sweetest couple! Their names are Vanessa and Jackie, which is his American name that he has. He is from China and has a pretty thick Chinese accent. They are a young couple, and they have a 11 month old son named Edison and she is 8 months pregnant with their second boy! We hit it off talking with them as we walked, so we each took numbers, and we will be going out to lunch with them tomorrow! I can see this becoming a good friendship.
This was a good day for good fun, good food, and good friends!

Friday, July 25, 2008

Mommy times


I love being a mommy. I love my 3 boys. They are all so unique...each one of them has something different to offer the world. Lucas is shy and quiet. His heart is so tender and he has so much love to give. He is the definition of the word love. Then there is Ethan, my second son. I have to laugh when I think of him. He is the opposite of Lucas. I am not saying he isn't loving, he is, but he is rowdy, and fearless and totally hilarious! He makes me laugh every day. He can just give you a certain look and it will make you crack up! He is also fearless which scares me because I think out of my 3 sons, he will be the first with a broken arm or leg. Lastly, there is my sweet Logan. He is only 11 weeks old, so I can't see a personality in him yet. But he will smile at me and make me want to cry because I love him so much. He is probably going to be our last baby...I don't think I can handle any more!!! So, when I look at him, I get sad sometimes, because I want to cherish every smile, every coo that he makes because I probably will not experience it again after him. I love having another baby, but I am excited to see what his personality turns out to be like. I am so thankful to God for giving me these 3 sweet little boys. I pray that He blesses their lives as they grow, and that they become men who love Jesus and are not afraid to do so in this crazy world.

I love being a mommy.

Maybe I can do this...


So, I have not ever had a blog spot before. I think it sounds fun, and I am getting tired of the whole Myspace and Facebook thing. This seems a little bit more...grown up. Plus, I feel like I have a lot to say, especially right now. So, I think I'll give it a try. I may not post things everyday, but I will try to get something on here at least once a week! Ha! Well...here we go!